Nine Years

closing the cycle

2017 - 2025 coming to an end.

I am leaving behind the (so far) most successful version of myself.
A woman who followed her soul’s guidance into homelessness,
let herself fall into nothingness, and rebuilt everything from scratch.

I am.
There is nothing of more value than my “I am.”

I look back to 2025 and see myself confronting the final enemy.
I see myself falling like never before.
I see myself embodying greatness like never before.

I have published my master trilogy, brought it to the world live on camera,
and talked about moments of weakness in an online congress.

I am leaving a full nine-year-cycle behind, consisting of letting go,
tears and roller coasters, skidding, loneliness and disappointments.

Nine years of growth like never before.
Healing like never before.
Fulfillment like never before.

The path until today was inhuman, and tears are flowing for what I put myself through. I did it for myself. I did it for everyone. I did it for the world.

Change is needed and I volunteered to be a Wayshower on Earth.
I am still alive. That alone is a miracle,
but the version of me that is alive today, she deserves my deepest honor.

Thank you for being part of this path.